mixed feelings.....

Solo trip to somewhere.... i'm thrilled to bits, but very anxious too....
i somehow have a feeling all is not well, and hasnt been for a while....
feels like it'll get worse....
anxious me....
help.

why??? ... why not??

so this would be my second blog ever....
and its kind of like starting over...
...."and besides that was in another country, and now the bitch is dead....."
(sorry Marlowe.....)
and actually, not a different country, just a different time.....
and the bitch is not really dead..... DAMN! :)
so yes, this is my second attempt to be verbal diarrhoea in print...
(so far, i'm succeeding admirably, methinks!)....
once upon a time design student, now just another wasted talent (!)....
i moved, and this is my new life... this is second life minus the surrealism...
welcome, to the machine!